Alternative-gothic-industrial-electronic

Hi, I've advertised here before but never found what I'm looking for.
I'm a solo female lead singer with an unusual deep powerful voice excellent for Gothic Rock, and
who always wanted to get the right musicians together to create my own band, problem is, I can't seem to "connect" with people who can accept my wild side on stage which is a mixture of many influences of master Rock musicians of all times ranging from Mick Jagger, Robert Plant, Ian Astbury (The Cult) Andrew Eldritch (Sisters of Mercy) Carl MC Coy (Fields of the Nephilim)
I also find inspiration in excellent bands like Project Pitchfork, Star Industry, VNV Nation + other Dark Wave/ Electronic/Industrial bands.
I started appreciating quite a lot some of Marilyn Manson's recent past years stuff..
I totally love NMA (New Model Army) too, among many other artists.
I adore everything that represents originality. I have excellent stage presence and engaging confidence.
The sad part is not having any good mains of recording equipment and all the necessary stuff needed to put my voice out there in order to be able to make the most of it. I need musicians with good recording studio standard equipment to create proper, serious & skillful music together.. I play some guitar too.
I'm really not interested in musicians who do not relate to the alternative, original side of Rock music & like indie stuff, rap, and most grunge, + even less pop, please & who are not into alternative physical looks..
If any musician feels they can relate to my add, I would love to hear from them, but please only serious replies. Average age, anything between 35-60 age range not listed here! Many thanks.